In the picture above you can see the part of our flat where our couch used to be until yesterday. I had to disassemble it and bring some parts down to the cellar in order to gain space for a hospital bed. This means that Nadine will come home again tomorrow after the first round of her new chemotherapy with depocyte – that’s the name of the substance I wasn’t able to recall in my last post.

But this also means that Nadine’s mobility is really bad: walking or standing is completely impossible and even sitting stable is very difficult and demanding. Her condition might improve but we weren’t given much hope. Nevertheless we try our best and hope that it becomes possible for her to spend at least some parts of the day in a wheelchair. With the hospital bed being her main base soon, I wanted to have it in the living room so that we can share the days together. And she will be located right in front of our big panorama window which has a view she always loved.